Recently, I’m trying to cope up to the outcome of the melodrama I provoke to the guy I have love. This melodrama is just to test if he well hold back to me, however it only brought a weeping nights and hardous day. It was really my fault and I know that! I’ve tried to make it up to him but I did not hear any feedback or even a mock up. It hurts me but I must accept the consequences of what I have done. I actually created my villain and played as a victim to all this crap I deed. Everything is just a role play, a melodrama in which it appears to me that I am the victim and the hero. Why? Villain for I was the one who created a reason to be dump and have teary nights, I created a sulk, my own sulk! Hero for I was also the one trying to comfort my inconsolable feelings as a result of having insincerely feelings towards my relationship. I really feel sorry for myself. The mere fact that I make this I should take this out too. If it is only a role play in my own created center stage there will be a maturely and authentically ending life story in this melodrama.